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Dec. 20th, 2004 @ 09:13 am (no subject)
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nycteri:
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From:mirror_of_lies
Date:December 21st, 2004 06:13 am (UTC)
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wow this thread and convo has hit home with a lot of things with me.
i know i have a problem. i know i do. its been a haunting obsession for 12 years. and the only one who sees it is my mom (she is kinda ana also) so shes sees my patterns. its like now i feel like my goal of 115 is not good enough. obviously not thin enough, because like u said. once u are seen as "thin" u are at the point of no return. and personally i think sometimes, a true ana, will always be at that point of no return. we may forgive ana but never forget her. i dont want to be sick anymore, but i don't want to "healthy" either, because to me healthy = heavy. thus the vicious cycle continues